Name: Vanessa
Gender: Female
Birthday: March 21
Zodiac: Pisces/ Aries
Nationality: Peruana-americana


nicholas sparks.. all kinds-o-music.. pointy-eared bow-twangers.. moon-boots.. wit.. border jumping-llama jockies.. salsa/ merengue.. poetry.. movies..

[H]ate and [D]islike

that tingly feeling you get when your foot falls asleep..sticky bandaids.. annoying techno music.. cold sores.. cheaters.. playas.. judgemental ppl.. stereotypes.. when your nose itches and everyone thinks you're picking it..


Too many to name out, lol

[W]hat I think about me..

Moody.. free thinker.. deep-minded.. hopeless romantic.. ditzy at times.. fun.. loud.. daydreamer.. boy crazy.. wanna-be guitarist


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Thursday, August 04, 2005
2nd to last

Well folks, I think I'm gonna be shutting down this blog.. well not necessarily shutting it down. I'll probably update one last time with a link to my new blog (if I decide to get one). Lately I've had no desire to write in here or just in general, so I think I just need a fresh new start. Take care.


Posted at 05:59 pm by PirateGal
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Monday, June 27, 2005
Happy birthday to yooooou..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR AALEEEX!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOOOOU! And many mooore! *appwaudes* Happy SWEET SIXTEEN hun! I love you so much! And just to think.. your poor mother was in labor with you right now!! lol jk jk. Live it up sweets.. the good times are here to stay!! hehe btw.. like the font color I chose? ITS YOUR FAVORITE!! lol. Alrighty.. I'm gonna go finish making your present.. you're gonna LOVE it!

Posted at 07:53 pm by PirateGal
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Friday, June 10, 2005
I swear.. this is it.

lol I'm going for the world record of how many entries someone can make in one day... actually, more like one hour. Anyway.. I found this really cool site that "predicts your future Love life with the help of a set of advanced mathematical calculations based on the concept of human psychology. It is extremely accurate as long as you have answered the set of 15 questions honestly and seriously. This award winning website was developed by a group of renowned psychologists. Even if you're still skeptical, just go ahead and try it for yourself, after all, you have nothing to lose!" So click the link.. and answer HONESTLY! lol here ya go ~>Bomb's Away!

Posted at 07:55 pm by PirateGal
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Okay so..

Yeaah.. updating like five minutes after.. prolly not even five but yeah. I thought I'd just add some more pics from our crazy sleepover. Enjoy!

Posted at 07:31 pm by PirateGal
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Another moment

Well hell.. guess what I'm listening to y'all! *feeling southern all of a sudden* INCUBUS.. yet again. lol okay, okay.. so I'm going through an Incubus kick all of a sudden. I've always liked them.. but I never delved into their lyrics and whatnot like I do when I have my artist kicks. At the moment I'm listening to their song "Drive." I think its either this or "I Wish You Were Here" thats my favorite song of theirs. I can't quite decide. *sigh* Anyway.. we just got back from our brief little trip into town. Went to the PX.. had some soda and a few fries.. I wasn't too hungry. I've had alot on my mind all day. I kind of opened up about something to someone and I can't remember how careful I was with my words. I guess it just depends on the person I told whether or not she'll mention anything. But yeah.. I'm gonna talk to the person about it. I told the person how I need to open up about something to someone.. how I've been holding back. Gah. Complicated huh? lol and I said I hated drama.. alrighty well peeps. I'm off.. like panties on prom night. ha-ha *slaps knee* kk take care.

<3 Nessa

Feeling: blah.
Listening To: Mya "Fallen"
Talking To: Dabo
Thinking: "I need to."

Posted at 07:23 pm by PirateGal
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Thursday, June 09, 2005
Poetry..? *gasps*

Howdy y'all. Today went seemingly well. It was all basic common knowledge kind of stuff they taught us throughout the improcess/ training today. So.. I basically got paid for sitting on my ass all day. Not bad, eh? *dusts of shoulders* I know, I know, lol. Anywho.. it's been a while since I've posted any poetry on here. And I've actually been WRITING it too.. lol I just forget to put it up. But not today! Hooraay! lol jk jk. I've tried some different techniques lately.. had some interesting results. I suppose nothings really changed in my style though. But thats okay.. thats what its all about. (or so the experts tell me) Poetry is an expression of self. And as to why I constantly twirk with my *cough* bullshits worth of it.. I dunno. Oh well. I guess its just a stress reliever kind of thing. Anyway.. enough of my babbling. On with the show.

The Sum

The warmth of home
In your arms
The moonís charm
In your kiss
The sun meeting the waterís edge
In your embrace
The demise at a cascade
In your seduction
The reflection of self at a red light
In you



A state of bliss
Your heart sitting next to mine
I melt in your arms
A pool of passion
Your embrace,
My daily intake
As necessary as the air you breathe
Needing more
Surface tracing
Wishing youíd delve deeper into me



The sun sets
Leaving me in darkness
I pick and pick away
The pain resurfaces
No bandaid big enough  

Nomads Iíve showed my heart to
Fading with the ripples I watch
I pick and pick away
The pain resurfaces
No bandaid big enough 

The darkness in her eyes
More relevant with every passing
So I touch the cold reflection
And I pick and pick away
The pain resurfaces
No bandaid big enough


Unjust Tangle

Is the hesitation that obvious?
Iím pushing
But I want more than anything
To lay it out on the line
And dangle the love before your eyes.
Itís only difficult
Because your heart will be elsewhere
I wonít have you.
If only it was set in stone
I could give you all of me
Every full-fledged hope
Every dream.
Yet how is the love there
When I'm being selfish?
How is it fair?
Someone tell me
Before he slips through my fingers
Before my heart swallows me whole
And the pain turns into the numbness
Burning the lining of my soul.


Not In Me

Havenít the cold chip
To stay angry
To look past the lie
That dream of mine
The belief in me
Or what I think could be
Isnít there
Isnít shared
Yet I let you see me
When the pain
Is only a paint chip away

© Nessa Callirgos

Posted at 07:33 pm by PirateGal
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"Not your dream.."

Well, today is the day ladies and gent's. *dun dun dun* I have about thirty minutes or so before I start improcessing for my job over at the Gold Rush. I'm really, quite excited. I'm just writing in my blog to kill some time and ease my mind. I'm not necessarily stressed or anything.. more so just nervous. I'm sure I'll be fine though. Just pre-work jitters. I'm actually hoping to see some familiar faces in there today *crosses fingers* Just not the stalker dude I spoke with before.. he seriously gave me the willies, lol. Anyway.. I'm gonna go wake up my brother and brush my teeth. Take care y'all. WISH ME LUCK! :-P

<3 Nessa

Feeling: at somewhat of an ease
Listening To: Johnny Lang "Red Light" 
Talking To: nobody
Thinking: "AAHH ITS TIME TO GO! NOOOoooo lol jk jk"

Posted at 09:02 am by PirateGal
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Tuesday, June 07, 2005

Took a kissing quiz.. take a looksy. lol I think I'm prolly a really horrible kisser, but everyone says it takes a lot of practice and whatnot so yeah.. anyway. Here are zeh results -->

Part Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance. You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea. The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood. It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet.

Part Shy Kisser

You *do* love to kiss, once your comfortable with it. And that means knowing the person you're kissing pretty well. You usually don't make the first move when it comes to making out, but you've got plenty of intensity in return

Posted at 05:29 pm by PirateGal
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Sunday, June 05, 2005

They were right when they said this stuff gives you that "just brushed, clean feeling." EW. My cat just took a dump in his litter box. Holy shit that stinks. *plugs nose and attempts to type at the same time* Anyway.. okay so I'm out of my big band/ jazz kick.. maybe. I'm a teenager.. what can I say? I'm allowed to have an appreciation for whatever music I'd like thank you very much. I'm listening to some Incubus at the moment. HA! wow.. the perfect song just came on. "I Miss You." 'Perfect' you ask? Well.. everyones LEAVING me. lol.. seriously. I'm not angry or anything. Just sincerely bummed. I think the anger will come later.. maybe. I'm really not an "angry" kind of person. Unless you mess with my family or one of my friends.. then you're screwed. But other than that.. yeah, not really. I guess I'm more of a cry-er. I hate crying in front of other people though. It only means something when its someone you truly love.. in that case I really don't care, I'll cry on cue for them, lol. Alrighty well I'm gonna cut this short. I'm un-grounded so I just wanted to update. Take care y'all.

I Miss You


To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, Utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said,
"I miss you"?
I see your picture,
I smell your skin on
The empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days,
But already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care,
And I miss you.

Posted at 01:54 pm by PirateGal
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Monday, May 30, 2005

Hey everyone! I have some more new pics of me to share ! If you are under the age of eighteen.. please leave my site IMMEDIATELY! Nessa in all her glory! (AHAHAHAHA) You know you love me.. anywho. Here are some tests I took.

I am 26% Asshole/Bitch.
Part Time Asshole/Bitch.
I may think I am an asshole or a bitch, but the truth is I am a good person at heart. Yeah sure, I can have a mean streak in me, but most of the people I meet like me.

I am 34% Idiot.
Ain't Too Bright
I ain't too bright. But all those other idiots annoy the hell out of me. I may not be the brightest bulb in the bunch, but at least I know my limits.

Posted at 11:46 pm by PirateGal
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